illusions

You circled me with your illusions

Still I searched for thy words

But it was vacuum everywhere

Like an unfinished rhythm flowing

throw the veins . . always

Burn

Burn







You burnt me like anything

Still the third dimension of existence was absolute

I was in a deep silence

For a reflective gaze

Journey

Journey



Its time to go; moment are running with different hues

Like a bottom less craft I was drawing in to some thing

I have the power to wake up; still

Going deep and deep

June

June 9th

June



June, you are a Judas to me

You have dead beaten me in this month

You have worn out me in this month

I . . . . .



prathap

today

11 June 2005

3.40



today



i throw away the balancing paper pieces of my life

which was filled with the unidentified emotions

still some left there as a grief forever

11 june 05

answer

answer



why all these possessions you may ask

why such illusions you may ask

why such feelings you may ask

you don't need to agonize I have answer

far away

You don't know anything

It was far away from you

The senses were always with me

As surveillance I was there always

words

2nd jun

2:00 PM

words



I don't know why I am melting?

Emotions becoming expressions

Expressions becoming words

Words are cheating me.





____Prathap

Silence

Silence


Always and everywhere it is there, still . . .
It's clear like a crystal, still . . .
It's spreading like manner, still . . .
Still . . .
there was deep silence everywhere



_____Prathap

a sorry

25-april-05

a sorry



dear daffodil,
why u anchored in my rotten veins?
why u called me to this melting land?
where you have gone leaving me alone?

without telling any one,
without seeing anyone,
in my frozen dreams, a piano wept. . .

my dear bird, I never tried to wipe
your wet eyebrows by my lips. .
i never tried to see your distressed cheeks

how I spent days and days without
sharing without breathing
without seeing . . .

not even feeling the flow of your blood
i walked thro the bleeding heart of the city
i was alone . . . always

you were far away from me. ..always

my dear sparrow,

leave this nest of cracked lungs and fly
before the hunter comes

i am always tempting to say sorry. .
but you were far away from me . . .





_____Prathap

render

render

may 16

7.pm



Inhale and exhale drive me to buried worlds
Time gives me renaissance
To see the hidden worlds
To verbalize the inner sob





_____Prathap

Catalyst

may 12 9.30 am



Catalyst



Cells are burning like phosphorus
And it's going to the shore of vacuum
No never repeat this; I may not call you again.
To this dry land to melt with me as a catalyst

prathap - from and to an unknown beats

. . . . . . acid

acid



where are u, the description of worship,
where are u dissolving like a gusty throne
filled with acid in the liver flowing like anything
from dimensions to dimensions


prathap
May 17, 2005 Andheri

something

May 10, 2005

2:14 PM



I don't know


How can I tie the flowing wavelengths of my psyche?
How will I take a breath to join the certainty?
Silence became words, words became silence
Still unspoken terms melt in the emptiness
I distorted it as terminology of my life